I wrote this piece long time back. It was in my draft. Now publishing it in my blog.
Why am I not satisfied with the average life?
Why am I resisting to go the ordinary route?
Why am I trying to tell something to the world?
Why am I trying to change certain parts of the world?
Why am I having certain beliefs that despite being contrary to the majority still believe them to be true?
Why I should go through so much negatives just to go my path?
Why should I take the unusual path when the crowd is taking the usual path?
Why is that I don’t want to go with the crowd?
Why is that I am feeling bad about this sometimes?
Is it my love for fame or my desire to tell the world something that will benefit them?
Sometimes I feel that I am born for this, but sometimes I feel why I should do all these? What is the purpose?
What is my WHY?
Why do I exist?
Let’s try to put that in words
I think life should be big and not lengthy
I think I need to inspire more people to achieve more in their careers, their lives.
I think I need to share my knowledge so that others get benefited
I think I want to be rich
I can’t accept others definition of success
I just can’t go the normal route
I think it’s time to stop quoting examples and be exemplary
I think I have to do this against all odds
I think that this is what I was born for (To change people’s lives)
But that doesn’t mean that I don’t get tired.
But that doesn’t mean that I don’t get de-motivated
But that doesn’t mean that I don’t fail
But that doesn’t mean that I am happy always
But that doesn’t mean that I like criticism
But that doesn’t mean that I am great
But that doesn’t mean that I don’t need a hug
But that doesn’t mean that I need a pat on the back sometimes
But that doesn’t mean that I am not guilty of things that I am missing (Friends, family, etc.)
Sometimes I feel like quitting, but I just DON’T.
Sometimes I fail, but I just gain more courage to win big.
I don’t like criticism. But it is world’s way of correcting and refining my thoughts.
I do need a hug, I do need a pat on the back. I do need words of encouragement.
But if no one comes forward and does that, I do that to myself.
I am my own mentor. I am my own inspiration. I am my own motivation. I am my own healer.
Why am I doing all these?
Because I chose to!! Because I love to!! Because I think I am destined to!!